Saturday, 30 December 2017


As the year is coming to a close I thought it would be a good time to decide on what things I would like to let go of so that I can start the new year with a fresh mind and new habits. Often when people post and make youtube videos about things that need to be left in the year before it is based on trends, but as for me, I am writing mine based on horrible habits that I have allowed to have way to much power over me.

If I remeber correctly I have mentioned in a previous post that if there was an award for the World's Best Procrastinator, I have great faith that I would win it without a single doubt. I feel ashamed at how bad it terrible it has gotten, it has affected eveey aspect of my life that I can imagine. I honestly hooe that I will be able to get it together and force myself to do what needs to be done in a timely fashion.

Sometimes I have no sense of urgency to do things and believe that I have all the time in the world and end up doing important tasks at the very last minute. This could be coursework, finding an oufit for an occasion but what it means is that I wont be able to spend time to truely focus on whatever task I need to carry out so it ends uo being rushed. Do better, Ama!

I can never be on time anwhere. It is pretty shameful and it definitely is not something I am proud of. I don't even want to make excuses but sometimes I feel I cannot function in normality. I am so used to things being disorganised and unorderly that when things are running smoothly I automatically assume something is wrong! For example if for whatever reason I am early to go out I assume that I have left necessities at home or I am not carrying everything I wanted to and it makes me anxious but this is probably a post for another day. So I guess I will need to put some plans in place to ensure that my anxiety is minimised and I can go places and not worry about being late!

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